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It all just came to an end

memories washed away by despair

and thrown into the gutter of life

I hear families laughing and people singing

while the walls are crumbling away

piece by piece, the very foundations

keep getting swept from under my feet

cries of utter hopelessness

gets caught in a current of despair

drowning in any sense of sorrow

and pushing me deeper and deeper

I look around to see nothing

I listen out and hear nothing

drowning in a void of all my fears....

life won't go back as it was before

I used to be full of joy like everyone else

but upon seeking meaning

I noticed everything blossomed around me

and it all just shrivelled to dust

then suddenly the walls and floors eroded away

and everything I once knew

had slipped between my fingers

memories burn my throat

I've put everything into working on myself

but it's all just vanished in a moment

tears of blood falls from my eyes

and I know there's no going back...

life won't ever come back to me...