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I can't do this anymore

Build me up, and tear me down

I'm just so sick of this

I waited so long for this moment, you aren't going to take this away from me.

Like you always have.

Pulled from the arms of comfort, I am restrained

Surrounded in now what is lifes many lies.

I am forgotten, erased.

How I wish to leave this place.

It always ends up the same.

Pushing me away.

What do you want from me?

Cold nights, wishing someone was beside me

Something I constantly dreamt of

But clearly im asking for too much.

Am I truly this disgusting?

Here I am still waiting.

Suffering silently,

Holding back these tears.

I should just open my eyes,

Maybe this will happen in another life.

I waited so long, and yet

It was again taken from me.

I waited so long for this moment, you aren't going to take this away from me.

Like you always have.