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I sit here inside and I just wonder why

As I'm staring out at the sun

Within these dull walls and bars which keep me confined

My spirit's still on the run

I think of the days long gone, a child I was

Running 'round the park having fun

I can't understand what's happening to me now

Please God, I'm only human

My madness grows slowly, spreads within my brain

Intellect ceases, I've got nothing to gain

You see what I go through you know not my pain

I'm descending lower, falling into the world ......

Of the insane

Deeper I fall to oblivion

Forgive me for my actions, words and sins

Sometimes I try real hard to get back on track

I'm in real deep, Can't say that I'm coming back

The pain I endure in this horrid place

Reflections of my image brings disgrace

Sometimes I run and try to hide myself

The one who comes to find me is myself

If I could make my great escape from black

I'd focus on a better way

Try to bring my real self back

I sit and watch the rain hit the window pain

My only escape leaves on the train to sane