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was it so painful before ?

or was it something new ?

i was drowning in my sorrow

and nothing could ever change

i had to do something

i had to run from here

my wounds were too deep

i couldn't resist

tight knot around my neck

just let it be

guess there's no going back

nor anyone to stop me

how could i live on this planet ?

how could i find my way

in a world where my only cure

was an eternity away ?