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20 years have passed

and I'm still searching

for a reason of my presence

in this world of suffering

I don't know why I'm living

nothing satisfies me

I should probably find

a way out of here

everyday the same frustration

wondering if I can get out

always the same result

it all ends in mutilation

I can't get over my fears

they won't let me be

I can't get over my pain

gotta set the blood free

I wish I could be nowhere

a place of nothingness

I wish I wasn't born

this life is so pointless

in darkness I might find my way

the light wasn't made for me

you know I'll be dead one day

this day, I'll be happy