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there was a night

I lied in the gloom

I heard the voices

of the silent room

I felt a weight on my chest

I felt their eyes on me

I felt extreme loneliness

I felt the burden to carry

then visions came to my mind

and then settled the fog

I had shivers down my spine

when I saw myself in blood

bloodbath on the ground

red stains all over the walls

life was nowhere to be found

red lines on my arms