What can I do? What can I say When grief is my only way? Fear of the dust, fear of the fire Keeps me from where you lay Open my eyes, arise from my heart You seem close, yet feel so far Your touch is cold, your breath is haunting And calls me to nothing warm Lead me astray to memories past Upon my soul, it lashes Beloved spirit, I come to your grave To find what lies under the ashes There is no light, no hope in sight I've lost my light in this cold night Empty myself of hopes and dreams And confine it all within Discard this life into the dirt For new nightmares to begin Become a shell devoid of life My memory, it flashes Beloved spirit, I return to your grave And bury it under the ashes