I am watching back and thinking what the hell I am doing here So many times I tried but I couldn't stop my fears My pills of Thorazine works fine and make me feel alright Decided to come over just to wish you my goodnight I always let you choose for me, what's wrong and what is right Our life is smooth and actually we never had a fight Tonight there's something strange with you, don't really understand The way you look at me is bad, I cannot really stand Don't know why I am shaking Veins are really pumping Darkness is all around me Why you cannot see Something is growin' inside me Stay away from me This unhealthy impulse I don't wanna feel again insane To dance upon your skin was weird, your guts and blood surround me Don't know what really happened here, but you don't wanna see The axe was just so handy and I'm starting to regret My love for you was massive, I'm sure you wont forget Don't know why I'm shaking Veins are really pumping Darkness is all around me Really can't you see Something is growin' inside me Stay away from me This unhealthy impulse Starting to convulse Cannot really thinking Is my mind just freaking Picking up your bits Guts, butt and tits Me and you together Now will be forever There is no more pain I don't wanna feel again insane I don't wanna feel again this shit