If I close my eyes, It will grab me at once, Take me to the other side. I must remain vigilant. I’m withering like a leaf, Which is falling to dust. This is the time to leave, I’m affraid to falling asleep...yeah! Walls Too clear, too pallid, too glaring, I’m staring at them all the time, I know each crack and scarfing, These are building the prison of mind. Smells I feel the scent of passing, It’s impossible to understand, I hate the smell of disinfectants, It’s impossible to eliminate them. If I close my eyes, It will grab me at once, Take me to the other side. I must remain vigilant. I must remain... I’m withering like a leaf, Which is falling to dust. This is the time to leave, I’m affraid to falling asleep. I’m affraid to falling... People Can tell me nothing, but No need words or anything, Eyes speak cruelly, Silence is shouting intolerably. Colors I do not perceive colors, My mind blinded by recognition. I learnt that where you find white, There should be black. If I close my eyes, It will grab me at once, Take me to the other side. I must remain vigilant. I must remain... I am withering like a leaf, Which is falling down to dust. This is the time to leave, I am affraid to falling asleep. I am affraid to falling... If I close my eyes, It will grab me at once, Take me to the other side. I must remain vigilant. I must remain... I am withering like a leaf, Which is falling down to dust. This is the time to leave, I am affraid to falling asleep. I am affraid to falling... asleep