Sitting lotus waiting for the rain With the dust of ages in my throat My thoughts are tied up in obscuring haze Like an angel who realizes he's been played It's been too long I've waited for the sun Tired of all the rules, of salvation never won Suffering has taught me more than grace Has given me this mask of truth in which I hide my face I'm still waiting for that goddamn rain An illusion in the desert of the real Endless ancient seas are calling out my name With promises of silent darkness, the void that fate has sealed Praying to a god who's gone insane Blessed us with confusion and given us to blame Hold on Hold on Hold on for one more day Raising up my arms to the one who never hears... I'm lost I have been found