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Too many questions are surrounding in my head.

And every word, that i heard it all.. It all get waste?

what they're thinking,

What is the point and what they want?

Selfishness , Cheating and Lies

it could not be turned black to white.

the expectation is a trap disguises

i'm blinding and thinking away..

I wake to sleep, and take my waking slow

I learn by going where I have to go..

the world keeps spinning

everthing has changed

but, I try to set the expectation very low...

When I heard they try to made made me feel high hope...

"do it delicately before disappointment come again"

I hide myself behind these windows to see everything

started to fall apart too quickly to fix

My emotions left unexpected.

The answers left ungiven

Conversations left unhad

Questions left unasked

Now I saw things so differently, and not just because the lie was sick.

I hide myself behind these windows to see everything

started to fall apart too quickly to fix.

I wake to sleep, and take my waking slow

I learn by going where I have to go

the world keeps spinning

things that have changed

but I try to set expectation very low

So now I discriminate all the things that happen to me

for a reason why someone needs hope from the others

because they're weak they are too weak to build their self-confidence

What followed was disappointment cry and bleed.

The whole world moves in circles

stop hang myself on futilely

all things have changed

understanding can heal my name.

I hide myself behind these windows to see everything

started to fall apart to quickly to fix

When I take time to breath

It fills up my lungs

give me new life and bring me to my knees.