She sheds a million tears on rainy bay windows Your love like silent winters piled on evergreens Your care, the cold stone in the fortress we called home When autumn bleeds malted memories You named me in my darkness A prophecy unfolds Now we’re cowards far apart All you ever let me know Love is angry Love is cold Love is absent Never told (Am I your carbon copy? Am I your unborn son?) Love is judgement Love is wordless Grudgingly accepts the worthless (All that your lessons taught me Life is to be won) It was you who named me in my darkness Raised me to perfection Just remember pain and blame and fondness Are stored in your reflection I am a portrait of us With lacquered claws, I beckon Grand, sweeping gestures And fanged expressions For I am the villain in every story All I ever wanted was to be more than Cracked clean slates and tear-stained Midnight confessions Forgive me in all my Failed perfections Love is angry Love is cold Love is absent Never told (Am I your carbon copy? Am I your unborn son?) Love is judgement Love is wordless Grudgingly accepts the worthless (All that your lessons taught me Life is to be won) It was you who named me in my darkness Raised me to perfection Just remember pain and blame and fondness Are stored in your reflection I am a portrait of you, me, and Her eyes sparkle in illustrated firelight While yours are wide in apprehension Our colours faded in the gradient of time What happened to those years? Love is angry Love is cold Love is absent Never told (Am I your carbon copy? Am I your unborn son?) Love is judgement Love is wordless Grudgingly accepts the worthless (All that your lessons taught me Life is to be won) It was you who named me in my darkness Raised me to perfection Just remember pain and blame and fondness Are stored in your reflection Father, forgive me if I’m your carbon copy If I’m your unborn son All that your lessons taught me Life is to be won I am a portrait of us