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Blackout for several days

I feel them, I can hear them, they're always here...

Watching, cackling

They are my burden, the weight I bear

Into the burning hells

To the master

In my heart they're hiding

I hear them when I'm wake

I feel them when I'm lonely

My fellows from beyond

Reality is fading

They're turning everything to nothingness

Sometimes when I'm staring out the window

Everything turns monochrome

Sometimes when I'm staring at a mirror

This is not me

The horrors I see

Behind my eyes

The shadows cast in me

Everything died

I know this couldn't be

There's nothing real

It's not a dream

But this is not true

Sometimes I dream of her

She is untouchable

Sometimes I dream of her

She isn't real and won't ever be

Into the burning hells

She is my mistress

Smirched by the semen of many

Goddess take my flesh

Smirched by the semen of many

Goddess take me deep