The bitter stings of needles deep inside I want to sleep, just for a moment I want to breakout and I'll never breakdown Fuck this shit This inner standby Poisoned, abscess of my soul I went too far, too fast, too long Down into this chasm The hell I'm stuck in The maze in which I lost myself So dismal bleak and frigid Every time I close my eyes I see this bloody canvas and Every time I go astray I recall these moments of intense anxiety Voices flood my head every night and day I'm a fucking bomb spreading tears and fear Living in my dreams, dying every thought Spinning a dissociating yarn, to weave dissolving dreams Save me from the devil, he's inside of me The hell I'm stuck in The maze in which I lost myself So dismal bleak and frigid Every time I close my eyes I see this bloody canvas and Every time I go astray I recall these moments of intense anxiety Dead, dead, dead, dead, I'm dead Dead, dead, dead, fucking dead Dead, dead, dead, I'm dead Love, live, life, you will all die When I was born soaked in blood All the stars were mourning writhing in pain I scratch the surface lift the veil The Veil And drink the fire of a thousand suns I'll leave the universe devastated and plunged into darkness When I was born, soaked in blood All the stars were mourning, writhing in pain I scratch the surface lift the veil You were untamed like the sea Your eyes so shiny like the ones of the morning star You were the beginning of my ending The final cut, dissolving my fate Now I can't even feel the cold of winter I've even lost my fear to die, since I sold my soul Do you remember, when we were still young When every day was never just a day Lucifer When your touch corrupted me, more and more When every day was never just a day I've sold my soul to you forever