There are so many thoughts So many ways that words can not describe I don't want to be alone But I can''t live with someone I don't want to be I don't want to kneel I don't want to die I will never ever cry Fuck my blood I want to devour Dirt is what I am But I love the smell of it I don't want to be I don't want to kneel I don't want to die I will never ever cry Masochism I enjoy to hurt addict to pain Masochism I enjoy to doom my fuckin self Masochism I enjoy to hurt addict to pain Masochism I enjoy to doom my fuckin self kill this life Drink down the razor Taste the life that's passing by Unending hymn of praise Hail to the violation A defect in mind I shall lay my hands Down to my weapon Everything dies I shall lay my hands Round your skull And drink out of Everyone shall see Among stones of fire I kiss the scars unseen Perfected by death in the embers of the world Everything is real Endless hunger endless thirst It will not end until I die There are so many thoughts So many ways that words can not describe I don't want to be alone But I can''t live with someone Unending hymn of praise Hail to the violation