there's no fucking point in keeping up this charade i wouldn't wish this work upon anyone why wallow in frustration over how i get paid when i have so much shit that i've left undone it's all pointless it's all a waste i've tortured myself with stress with nothing to show i burnt myself out and was gifted even more my head is fucking spinning and my thoughts overflow i don't feel a fucking thing but stress anymore i don't feel anything i don't feel anything anymore i don't feel anything anymore i don't feel anything anymore i don't feel anything anymore