Killing yourself to live in a world that is no longer yours something's got to give self-preservation fades away facade is still maintained full function still kept up reputation still unstained the demons you depend on are sitting on the shelves always available and cheap daily temptation no control over yourself numbing 'til you get your so-called sleep moving too fast into repressed future with regretted past running out of borrowed time occasional remorse swept away by daily news and the intoxicating force the demons you depend on are sitting on the shelves always available and cheap daily temptation no control over yourself numbing 'til you get your so-called sleep contaminate to operate examination afraid to face the moment of truth hope for salvation green light to carry on the same way deadline extension and the spiral of self destruct takes down all good intentions the demons you depend on are sitting on the shelves always available and cheap daily temptation no control over yourself numbing 'til you get your so-called sleep your so-called sleep