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I see blood and it is all mine

take it as a symbol of my faith

I shed myself away from the any book ever written

I stab myself into a liver to make a gateway

through the astral world

I want no trail of myself staining this sight

I want to see as it is

I want no limits

No restrictions

No boundaries of any kind

I have lived through the thousand lives

I have died countless times

and I have seen only fucking glimpses

Do you see me now?

I am ready, I am ready

It's now my time

"I" need to die

I want to hear an answer

I want solution

for this fucking pain

I want a weapon so terrifying

that it obsoletes everything

god has ever created

Blood!

Sacral blood!

You will never be the same if you want to enter

Pick your thoughts with extra care

'cos those are what you will become

Take a look at all this blood

Take a look at center

which core is everywhere

and everywhere is nowhere

We are falling down to nothingness

to the dwelling place of the Self

I will descend through this fear

to reborn and reform

You will never be the same if you see what I am seeing

This sight at the mountainside all over universe

Take a look at all this blood, take a look at my hands

open as they are now

welcome to living!

We are falling down to nothingness

to the dwelling place of the Self

I will descend through this fear

to reborn and reform

In nomine dei nostri Satanas Lucifer excelsi