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I thought this day would never come

that I had to face my fear

I didn't want to go

but they did

it was supposed to be fate

I'm vominting

I'm shaking

Dying inside

I can't speak

what's happening to me

I can't breath

I'm choking

why am I crying?

I wished to the gods

to bring me this day

but I never

wanted it to happen

to afraid of the after life

this day still came

Hello

Hello

don't look at me

you know what your going to see

this day still cam

still confused and lost

just like the others leaving

without saying goodbye

now ruined

left crying

from all my shattered dreams

I know this day wouldn't have come

if it was up to me

too afraid to take the plunge

I know

I know

You don't see me

the way that I see you

now left in the dark

left here all alone