Now it is time to control my life again, starting brand new goals to achieve. You will always be by my side, even though I miss you I have to go on with my mind. This pain in the chest will live with me 'till I die. Stop being weak right now, you fought until the end, I must honour your past by being what you made me. You suffered your last days but still fought for us all. Now you are at peace, and we will praise your soul. You are the most beautiful thing ever happened. We are grateful for all the joyful memories.
Let me suffer. Let me mourn. All this pain. Leave me alone. Now you are. At peace at last. We will suffer. To keep you alive.