It's been a week since you're gone, but I can still feel you here. Your photo on my wall brings me to tears, the absence of your presence's painful. This existence feels so empty without you greeting my return, your little body weights a lot in my soul and in my mind. Nobody can understand what it's like to go through all of this, giving up feels the only choice but we must live to keep you alive. Your ashes in this room won't delete what has been, this tears are mine to cry, I miss you with all I am. All this pain... leave me alone. I can't stand this no more. All this pain is too much. I must be strong, I only hope to move on.