Days passing by, heart pounding hard, feels like the end is getting closer. Every day feels the same, like history repeating again and again and again. I feel I've lost most of my time waiting for something not yet here. Friends aren't forever. This dumb life never stops teaching. This dumb thoughts won't leave me my mind, they control all I have inside making me lose my sanity, this is the time to concede. Days still going on, nothing has changed. My sanity's still frail like a handmade glass. Each passing day it's still the same, it is history repeating without and end in sight. I. Am. Not. Sane. I am insane help me. My mind is wrong reascue me please.