[Verse 1]
I used to have dreams
Something much bigger than me
But something changed me
I don't even dream when I sleep
Survivor's guilt takes its toll eventually
[Chorus] x2
I haven't hit rock bottom but I'm scraping the surface
This existential nightmare is only the preface
Kept my head above the water but I'm plunging further
Never sank to the bottom, but I've scraped the surface
[Verse 2]
Barely breathing
Choking up
Suffocating
Learning to cope with this depression
Learning lessons
[Chorus] x2
[Breakdown]
I have got nowhere to run
The constant scratching sound
My ears start to bleed
There's not an ending in sight
Not one I can see
What's under the bedrock?
What's kept down below?
I gotta keep at it
Can't bring myself to know
Welded flesh to the rails
Pulling as I scream
Painful as all hell
But I will break free
I have got nowhere to run
Run
Run