This is all a lie reaching in the dark I never tried, but this isn’t me My head is killing me What drugs do I take to make them go away And if I ingest these pills, what demons will awake in me I wont be sticking around I’m high as hell I won’t come down Visions I am having seem to be all to real The warmth has taken over and I am not my self All feelings of guilt and doubt will have left me My head is a mile above the earth I will walk backwards and end up in front of me These walls will drip and part at my will I own the sun. I can make my own endings I have seen my end The crown! My own fingers will break the jewels I create I will kill the crown that has watched over me I will hold my own severed head in my bloody fuckin’ hands This is not how I expect it to end. This is all a lie reaching in the dark I never tried but this isn’t me I’m a fucking sell out you should have known Did you fucking think I would last this long Visions I am having seem to be all to real The warmth has taken over and I am not my self All feelings of guilt and doubt will have left me My head is a mile above the earth I will walk backwards and end up in front of me These walls will drip and part at my will I own the sun. I can make my own endings I have seen my end