Breathe in My heart swells with disdain Disdain I curse my fortunes and failures the same. Nothing is safe from the eyes of scrutiny Subject to crippling doubt and pessimism Words like fists of an abusive father Bruises coloring these same tired thought patterns Ungrateful, selfish lust Dehumanizing touch Unfulfilling Unforgiving Disgusting Misguided Indignation Pillars of salt and scorn Unfulfilling Unforgiving Disgusting