Bathing in the tears on my pillow Which I cry out every night Alone with my sadness When I turn off the light Buoyancy by day tearful at night Alone with myself With no future in sight I release all my woes Which I bottled up I can't associate with my inner-self And there is the rub Tear from me with entire life I'm old tired and satisfied A whole life lies behind me I long for my friends who already died