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Once long ago I believed that salvation was mine

I worshiped apostles believing their gospels divine

Stunning all that's evil, I turned the other cheek

I prayed for my deliverance, always mild and meek,

I realize the folly of the noble, of I led

The day you give your soul to god 'tis better you were dead.

Prayed night and day for deliverance from all I despise,

But the preachers who teach us betrays my belief with all their lies

Till an anger grew within me,

At my years of wasted words,

I tired of repentance, and of prayers that went unheard

Father if you love me as your gospels say you do,

Why have you betrayed me - Why do you make me endure hell?

Hell is the fate that awaits me -

The price that I pay

I fed no remorse - Let the fire take its course - Praise the day

That I give my soul to satan,

To do with as he pleased

With my soul laid bare before me

Exposed for all to see,

Father if you love me - etc