Merging with my urge to crave what I desire Transcend the human form I consume my flesh to obtain it What's left of my soul changes its properties To better accommodate what realm lies beyond What lies after mortal existence defies all human comprehension All physical states of matter start to intertwine My consciousness is scattered As I glimpse eternity my atoms are disintegrated I am born once again Returned into a different mortal shell How can I experience bliss once again? Trapped again in this earth bound hell I desire my omnipotence I succumb to my primal instincts I prepare my carving tools I hack away at my limbs, my body, my own temple I become my own cattle as I devour myself I awake to nothingness I fade into the black void Forever out of reach is the epoch of my existence Forsakened