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Waxing in scorpio

Intensity and desire

Having to hold my own umbrella

Doesn't seem great to me

I'm angry I woke up again

I'm cursed!

Devoid of life

I feel so empty

I need something

To make me feel alive again

It's all so grey

Paralyzed by exhaustion and pain

Literally

Mildly psychotic even

I know my body won't handle the sunshine

Consider the stress I'm under

I cannot think in this heat!

Devoid of life

I feel so empty

I need something

To make me feel alive again

It's all so grey

I feel nothing

No longer scream crying

I think I'm ready for alcohol

This all could have been with no hurt feelings

I don't know how much more of this I can take

My face hurts

Devoid of life

I feel so empty

I need something

To make me feel alive again