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It never seems to get better no matter how hard I try

I am a cancer on everyone in my life

In all the people I loved and tried to save

I need to die

This chilling cold that fills my soul

It just won’t let me go

I can’t explain why I remain in darkness

While you bask in light of the sun

I’ll never see I’ll never see

The light that you claim to be

No way to adapt to what peers cannot accept

Impossible not to notice impossible difference

Bleed the same, die the same

Ash to ash dust to dust

Trust what you must

Dark clouds

Black holes

Everything I’ve ever known

Endless emptiness is everywhere

They never seem to unravel

These mysteries of life

All the roads I have traveled

Yet all I feel is strife