Behind the secrets of my mind And within the wonders of lies There is a secret pain that I always hide, The feeling of a secret That I must now confess. Sometimes it gets me through the night Awaken mornings without sleep It goes on and on In a circle of restless days, my anxiety grows. The perpetuation of insanity It’s gonna make me fall apart from all my safest places. Unexpected reasons to believe Found its way to my head Ready to sabotage myself. My power to resist is gone Although i’m not willing to lose The visions of fatality Cornered my soul A silent fight inside my mind A weight that grows and takes its toll. Pondering keeps me awake at night I cannot stop Millions of storylines Will one of them become true? Please tell me what shall i do Against my mind I will go Fighting the shadows where my spirit lays And in these depths of darkness I try to escape this world I can barely tolerate Against my mind I will go Fighting my demons with an unflagging energy And I will never give up Because I’m against my most well known enemy. In this labyrinth of my mind I found my way seeking the light I found myself a path through this days Courage is my compass on this way Embracing all facets of life Shedding weights of my past sorrows Inner journey led to a place where I discovered the beauty of my inner peace