This is your pain this is as real as it gets
No numbing enemies of life to tie this mind and body down
I wont lay down and die like you
I wont dilute this experience
No time for stagnant sleepwalking sub existence
No gods to decide my fate
No masters to force my hand
No substance to expand my mind into obsolete absolution
Fuck your solution
I'd rather survive and suffer
I am so alive so feel the wake of my wrath
I am awake so hear me scream at the top of my mind
Watch me overcome all the nightmares you fear
atop this mountain I stand
these years this life is eternity
I will never die