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I can't sink any lower, for better or worse doesn't mean a thing

this curse is my reality, where self hatred is wealth I am king

In awe of what the others see, still don't know what I'm meant to be

life a constant test to me, wandering lost for eternity

swallowed by this darkness, the void repeatedly consumes

my withered life continues, I deserve no sympathy

I fear life more than death because once I'm dead I wont be left by myself

as I've grown I've learned all too well

I've learned it all too fucking well, my own existence is my own hell