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I can't sink any lower

for better or worse doesn't mean a thing

this curse is my reality

where self hatred is wealth I am king

In awe of what the others see

still don't know what I'm meant to be

life a constant test to me

wandering lost for eternity

swallowed by this darkness

the void repeatedly consumes

my withered life continues

I deserve no sympathy

I fear life more than death

because once I'm dead I wont be left by myself

as I've grown I've learned all too well

I've learned it all too fucking well

my own existence is my own hell