I find myself At odds with myself In a battle of wits... a battle of wits One part of me Stands up to be counted Yet one part of me sits... one part of me sits I long for solitude; I crave belonging I savour peace as I lust for war My desires are fallacy When I don't know what I want, Gaunt in spirit and emotion I long for solitude; I crave belonging I savour peace as I lust for war My anger saves me, my anger saves me I have enough, yet I want more Enervated, emasculated My reality's fantasy When I don't know what I want I long for solitude; I crave belonging I savour peace as I lust for war My anger saves me, my anger saves me I have enough, yet I want more