LAMENT SUFFERINGWhat I hate, eternally lies in meYou'd be surprised what derives from what you despiseI see myself deformingI must defeat to retain my monotonous stateSuffer, insideI sense myself conformingI must try to regain my obscurityScalpel taken to the cheek, carved off to spite my faceJagged scar covers the gross deformityBlood dripped down, skin peeled offPenetrate myself with my boring toolConsistency of butchery, unspeakableActs on the abhorred, self inflicted goreLeft his body and soul deformedI feel myslef sufferingI cannot escape this lament painSuffer, insideConsistency of butchery is killing meLament suffering.