Synthetic shadows cast upon my face Lack of sun weakens my eyes My skin crawls it wants to leave this place Imprisoned against my will I will pay the debt Created by a lesser man than me Suffering his consequence Knowing that time is passing without a second for me, Time stands still in this place New life is given everyday Mine has expired but yet I still suffer Existence Is the worst thing to endure When there's nothing Left to exist for Can't intoxicate To cover up this ferrel life What I would give or a lack of consciousness I would tap into the vain And poison it with anything to escape reality And hope to find some comfort within my drug educed delusion I have been robbed of my life So why don't you take the needle And stab it straight in my heart I wouldn't miss a second of living here It's worse Than eternity spent with my eyes forced wide The part that makes it all worse Is that it should be you suffering in my place I've been sent down for your sin and animosity I've been in a waiting room for the last 20 years of my Pro-longed and wasted life Take me Strap me down And Free me