Await in me from deep inside Hand is lured again Control of what was once so clear Remains to be seen Or how I’ve rid my life of you Replaced with bad habits Control the urge to seek your soul And revel in your madness You rose it. You force it away you want take it, never break it, come back and say all the things to make you lose it abussive, the hold it remains You've got if you've seen it, you turn And walk away Conceal in me don't show the fear of turning on myself A trousers ways to file the void I'm fighting backwards again Trust I have in me reduced to nil My heart sides with greed against my will I scream at, no need to understand Surrendering, no need to take my hand Sacrificing, time's bred true Content's not welcome here Begging mine to try like hell Release with a burning tear