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I was always empty.

I always tried to be

Filled with beauty.

I didn't know that

Beauty wasn't made for me,

Dirt and mud only will full me.

My self-love was

As my own EGO wank

The Saliva dripping down from my mouth

My little pills are wrong...

It will kill me, I know.

When there is a silence around,

I fall asleep

So, beware the silence around you.

Her naked body is no longer excites me

What's wrong with me?

What's wrong with the world around me?

My medication don't cure me

My little pills are wrong.

My lips turned blue, because I bitten them.

I always knew that alcohol and pills is very bad combination

but I don't know how else to escape from the reality