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I am Dead

Although I’m still aware

Hate spreads like fire under my skin

My jolts are frozen

Slice up my wrists

I woke up

Dead

Cerebrum parts splashed on my face

Guilt cannot reach the depths of hell

A trans-like state numbing my hands

Baptized again

With blood and tears I write her name

I fall back and try to comprehend

I close my eyes

My heart is racing

I hear the call

Welcome to hell

Molting shackles tied to my hands

As my skin’s falling

My eyes roll back into my head

The gallows end waits for my neck

I am born

Skinned disemboweled raped and torn

Wings of bone

Stitched to my back

I greet my throne

I am dead

I am hell

I am dead

Yet I am the most alive between them