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Confusions born here every day

Spinning circles upon my brain

No idea which way to go

Roam around without a home

So fucking lost, invalidated

So brought down, demasculated

All the joy just disappeared

Another bed full of tears

Coming apart at the seams

Wanna be alone for the rest of my years

Don’t come inside

Leave it to me to go on unfortunately

Hope dissolved, degenerated

The negative has penetrated

No wish for sympathy

It’s all a mystery to me

All my wishes evaporated

Insecurities saturated

So many flaws reappeared

The wrong way I tend to steer