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To wake from the best moment

and see the light spin in random.

Open eyed visual hallucinations

every second death and rebirth.

Trapped in this flesh cage

clawing my way through space.

Lead weight pressed on lungs

body betraying the mind.

Constant lapse in judgement

spewing baseless tongue.

Minuscule sip of water

drowning in the flood.

Endless carousel of fear

inside a home of love.

Calming voice from right beside

but I can feel my blood.

It feels cold

oh god, why does it feel so cold?

nobody told me it would be this cold.

Mouth fills with paste

senses dull to touch

eyes fall back into the skull

limbs shrivel up.