So full of disgust Full of self loathing Radiates I've lost all control of feelings A pitiful sight to see I am all alone Drawing the last line in the sand Then erased by the winds of chance Somber affair to see a light just die Seasons pass me by Only to return Autumn shows, then gone like the leaves Summer tears did form Winter froze them all Then came Spring with bruises Its opaque, I can't see through it I won't leave, my will just collapsed