Shame I'm at it again Where do I begin I'm lost from within Miss discipline They all scream at me Begging to use Under my skin Miss discipline I need this so bad Don't want to feel sad Decisions to make Miss discipline Bleeding; why am I screaming Dire need for numbing Help me, I feel so empty Fix me; I need my fix please I cannot save myself from my own desires My sense of self-control is mentally retired Screaming at the damn reflection in the mirror Maybe this time I'll pull the trigger Don't test me Don't test me Don't test me Don't test me Bleeding; why am I screaming Dire need for numbing Help me, I feel so empty Fix me; I need my fix please Don't test me Don't test me Don't test me Don't test me Don't test me Don't test me I cannot save myself from my own desires My sense of self-control is mentally retired Screaming at the damn reflection in the mirror Maybe this time I'll pull the trigger I cannot save myself from my own desires My sense of self-control is mentally retired Screaming at the damn reflection in the mirror Maybe this time I'll pull the trigger