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You pretended to be the victim

Acting so coy and so helpless

A plan so sick and fucking twisted

Your relentless attempts becoming desperate

You molested my mind, you made me believe

That all of the blame was thrown onto me

You wasted all my time with blatant lies and deceit

In retrospect, how could I not see

Blindfolded by what little good I saw in you

Never again will I allow myself to play the fool

Psychological trauma caused by years of abuse

A golden heart beaten black and blue

Manipulative drama; tie my fucking noose

I refuse to be your goddamn muse

I refuse

I refuse

I can't

Go on this way, I don't feel okay

I can't

Go on this way, I don't feel okay

It doesn't matter that you left me through my self-decay

But the cold and hurt will burn; you always fucking get away

I can't

Go on this way, I don't feel okay

I can't

It's time to stop living in fairy tales and fables

What's left of my heart is held together by staples

I can't give you anything when I have nothing left to give

My soul has become an endless black abyss

I can't

Go on this way, I don't feel okay

I can't

Go on this way, I don't feel okay

It doesn't matter that you left me through my self-decay

But the cold and hurt will burn; you always fucking get away

I can't

Go on this way, I don't feel okay

It doesn't matter that you left me through my self-decay

But the cold and hurt will burn; you always fucking get away

These scars you left me with will never fade

They bleed into who I am becoming today

Internally bleeding beneath the surface

I will forever be a completely different person