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So it comes to this

Such promise through eyes of youth

A child's blinkered view

The world that could have been

I've struggled with the truth

Denied the filth I've seen

A hope for a better tomorrow

For fruit amongst the thorn

This life  has long since rotted

All happiness stillborn

No solace 'midst a spreading mist

Of helplessness and scorn

There waits a new horizon

A calm surpassing storm

An emptiness so beautiful

A nothingness so sublime

This Godless void internal

Echoes from a soulless cry

The pain of life is killing me

Just let me fucking die