(Music and Lyrics by Gareth Sansom) 'Rape, murder, suicide.. These thoughts are constantly with me Of course, this is not mentally 'healthy' There is no doubt that by present standards I am mentally ill, a hopeless sociopath My reason tells me That I have nothing to live for Intellectually, sexually.. Occupationally, socially.. Everywhere a dead end The pain now outweighs the pleasure And every day adds weight To the logic of self-destruction..'