Beautiful boy
Sunshine smile
Wish I knew
How the years would fly
Brightened by your light
Held you one last time
So you could feel
Feel love as you died
And now darkness
Stands untested
You took the sunshine with you
For a while
Before you left
I held you in my hands
Obsidian haired
A black mass of defiance
A conductor of pure chaos
A portal to another world
The purest fire
The purest reflection
Entire universes contained within you
Contained within my hands
Oh how lucky we were
How lucky we were
Burning so brightly
A glorious flame
A glorious life
Never tamed
Lost to the light
I wiped your tears with my thumb
And pressed you into my chest
Oh how lucky we were
Oh how lucky we were
We bear the pain
The hollow feeling
Our ears ring
But there’s no screaming
The blackest days
Leave us weeping
As we held onto
Your glorious life
There’s no burning love Without this loss
There’s no words that ever seem enough
That’s love and loss and that is life
And you’ll never know we miss your smile
Though we only had you for a while
We will see you on the other side