I am sitting in this darkness With nothing to lose I am feeling like I’m helpless Watching your pain I am drowning here in my sorrow Dreaming of you I can feel in my conscious It’s making me high The weight is too much load to carry The weight it just pulls you down Wish I could be there to save you, the voices in your head Scars are always there to remind you, scars that never go away The church is never going to save you, the church is always going to let you, Drown….