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Darkness is all around

I'm swallowed in black

Yet there is no way out

Nor can I ever turn back

I'm forced to live and die

Here in this emotional hell

Where any feeling is a lie

Right or wrong, I can't tell

This realm of distrust

Made by my own hands

Emotions cause disgust

State of being I can't stand

Feeling dead while being alive

Lost is all the sense in life

Existing to rot in a dying world

Reduced to ashes without getting burnt

Like a black hole swallows all emotion

And leaves nothing but distortion

The fear to love is burning inside

My every tears won't wash away the night

wasted time - so it seems

Pain just won't go away

emotions lie shattered

And agony will forever stay

The scent of faded memories

Now is my dearest lore

For now I've lost my dreams

Hope and confidence nevermore

Life has refused any solution

Walking through the hard driving rain

Maybe in death I find my salvation

Leave me alone with my pain

My pain!!!

Please let me die in solitude!!!